Someone you judged by their first  impression - Jessii Lloyd

Dear Jessii,
When I first met you at the begining of college, I thought instantly that we weren't going to get on, I think it's because we both have such different personalities, I'm into very different music to you, you like r'n'b and I don't even know who "Nelly" is ahaha.
But we get on SO well! We'vejust clicked, we all have on our course, of course we're not completely alike we still have very different opinions on things but we are really good friends now and I really hope w stay good friends throughout the duration of the course and years to come :)
Love you girl xx

The one that broke your heart the hardest - Tobias Arkell Tobias,
Well this should have been fairly obvious. I mean, everyone knows that you were my first love, my first for everything really, and nothing will change that :/
So when you decided to dump me for another girl, yeah that kinda broke my heart and hurt me, alot.
I miss you so much Tobias it's unreal, But I don't particularly want to be with you again, I just miss you as a person.
I miss the times we've had together, I miss you as a person, the silly things we used to do, the way we always call each other a fag? haha.
I want them back, and maybe one day they will come back.
And now as I start to think about it, I don't really want those memories back if I'm honest, I don't really want you back at all.
If anything, I miss the protection you gave me, of course I love you, but now it's different. Hard to explain. Love you don't deserve.
You've changed you're not the person I thought you were. Sorry, I couldn't be anything more for you.
I found this little paragraph saved on my laptop that I wrote about you...
And I know when you need me, it's never in the same way as I need you. I wanted to love you with everything I could.
It's just that your always leaving me empty handed. But I still chase after you like a storm i can’t miss.
It's three in the morning now, I'm not tired, But I don't really know what to say.
I know that when, well if really you ever read this, then your response will be "I don't know what to say"
I'm not asking you to say anthing.
I'm not asking you to do anything.
I'm just asking you to listen and really listen to what I have to say.
Because I love you, from the first day I met you, I've loved you and It's almost been a year and I still love you.
So go off and shag some girl who you don't really know, or go and get some attention from the girls you've been missing.
But when they don't give it to you, because of how badly you've treated their friends, you'll realise that none of them love you like I do.
Like I always have, and when you realise this, I'd like to be strong and say that I won't be waiting for you to come back.
But like I said, I've realised now, that I don't want you anf I only did ever miss the protection you gave me, not you.
And now you could go out with Frankii and I wouldn't care less, because I really don't even think about you anymore, it's funny how you've gone from being one of the
most important things in my life, to virtually nothing.
But meh, that's life really.
Btw, this is the last letter I'll write to you now, because for me this is closeure on you and us.
So ok, bye now :) x

Someone that pesters your mind - good or bad; Ben Fiol  
Dear Ben,
Okaaaay, this is interesting.  Haha. Uum, I reallly don't know how to start this tbh.
Ok, so I've fallen for you a little, Maybe some of the things I'm going to say in this won't have any effect or they will.
I don't even know if you'll read it, but still.
I've been debating what to put in this letter all day, I don't know whether to tell you exactly how I feel, or what.
Hm, ok, I do quite like you, but tbh in my opinion it's enough to do anything. Everything is so difficult.
I don't know what it is about you, But you're sweet to me, and I hate it, I don't want you to be nice. Cause I know you like Tania. I don't want to like you. I've spoken to my friends and none of them know what I should do. But you pester my mind bad because all of the stuff we've done now, but you pester it good because I can't help but think about you all the time.
aaaaah fuck.:)
Love, Hollie x
ooooohhhhhh, P.S I have your jumper haha.

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this photo just makes me laugh haha

The person that you wish you could be; Emma Salway
Dear Emma,
Oh my goodness, where do I begin? You are better than me in so many ways, inside and out.
You're such a good person, beautiful, honest, brave.
GIRL you have balls! :O haha.
But, you're fearless, and that's something I wish I could be, I know you'll disagree with me by saying that, because I know that sometimes you do get scraed and you don't know what to do, but most of the time you do.
I wish I could be you, because you can help so many people, you give out such good advice which has always been such great help to me, Frankii and Kerry and most probably a hell of alot of others too!
Emma, you are so beautiful, and I know you don't think it and that's because you're silly, but you are.
And you're a good person, you don't lie or cheat, and there's no way that anyone could ever call you fake because that's something that you will never ever be.
You have helped me through so many things, and us being in the same position not so long ago we helped each other, although I think you helped em more than I helped you haha.
I'm so sad that we haven't seen each other in like 5 weeks now?! I'm organising a girly day at mine sometime soon, I promise.
I love you forever Ema :)
Loooove Hollie xxxxxxx

Someone from your childhood; Chandler Divers
 
Dear Chanie :)
Maaaan we've  had some funny times, ever since we were little, you being my cousin of course I grew up for, nearly every weekend at nannys and grandads where we just do suuuuch random crap all day :) haha.
Now that I live here in cornwall, and you're up there in southampton, I don't see you much :/
Much being maybe 3 times a year? It's not good dude :/
We both love Taylor Swift and twilight haha, we have such massive talks and debates about them.
Aaah I love you so much my little cousin, we've always been the closest pair, thankyou for being there when I need you, You're coming to liv with me soon! haah I love you lots :)
Hollie xx

Chandler and my younger cousin (her brother) Mackenzie.